Posts Tagged ‘heartbreak’

Life wheel-attitude

सख्तियां बरत ज़रा सी,
इश्क़ बिगड़ने लगा हैं,
मखमली बातें ना कर जब,
इश्क़ लड़ने लगा हैं|

तेरे दर्द से जब बने,
किसी की मुस्कुराहटें,
किस हक़ से वो पाए भला,
तेरी रहमतें तेरी चाहतें,
ये जान ले वो दर्द हैं,
और तू खुद ही का मर्ज़ हैं,
ना बन किसी का इतना भी,
कि तू खुद का ना रहे|

सख्तियां बरत ज़रा सी,
इश्क़ बिगड़ने लगा हैं,
मखमली बातें ना कर जब,
इश्क़ लड़ने लगा हैं|

काश

Posted: October 19, 2016 in Poems about Love
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थोड़ी बातें तेरी,

थोड़ी बातें मेरी,

काश यूँ होती ज़िन्दगी,

थोड़ी दिन तेरे,

थोड़ी राते मेरी,

काश यूँ होती ज़िन्दगी ।

तेरे मेरे रंगो को,

ऐसे हम मिलाते,

कितने रंग बनाते,

संग में,

पर अब अपने रंग ही,

इतने हैं गहरे,

कि अब कोई रंग ना बने,

तो हम बेरंग ही सही ।

थोड़ी बातें तेरी,

थोड़ी बातें मेरी,

काश यूँ होती ज़िन्दगी,

थोड़ी दिन तेरे,

थोड़ी राते मेरी,

काश यूँ होती ज़िन्दगी ।

बाँसी बाँसी यादें,

सपनो में ताज़ी,

राज़ी पर हक़ीक़त,

ही नहीं,

आँखों के पीछे,

दिखती है ख़ुशियाँ,

आँखों के आगे,

तो नहीं,

ये आँखें फिर बंद ही सही ।

थोड़ी बातें तेरी,

थोड़ी बातें मेरी,

काश यूँ होती ज़िन्दगी,

थोड़ी दिन तेरे,

थोड़ी राते मेरी,

काश यूँ होती ज़िन्दगी ।

An Abandoned Soul

Posted: March 17, 2016 in Loud Echoes
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La-Familia-The-Circle-of-Love-Orlando

It all started with nothing, and it all ended with nothing. It was like a circle I was walking in, so contained with the paths, I never understood there were no destinations. I was stuck such happily I forgot to cry. It was the best chaos of my life — this love I had.

It wanted me to escape, but I never planned to come out. There were door opens, but I didn’t wish to leave the darkness behind. Even if I could have stepped outside — into a newer world — I would not have managed to grasp the reality of it, for I believed in the virtuality; for my heart is blindfolded by the sheer peace a void brings. I kept walking in its circles, and I forgot what I didn’t remember.

I had closed my eyes for too long, I couldn’t face the wraths of lights. I kept holding to myself and this feeling – this love I had.

And one day, it forced me out in the wild. I kept crying but it didn’t take me back. I screamed and it didn’t listen. I hurt myself and it didn’t care. It wanted me to disappear, like I never mattered enough.

I waited for the doors to open, but it never happened. My love had abandoned me, but I couldn’t. I started moving in the same circles again, just this time outside the wall.

Now I am tired, but love doesn’t let me in. I am going to collapse, but it still doesn’t want me.

About two lovers who had to part their ways after walking few beautiful miles. 

Kitne dino tak saath chale,
haatho me lekar haath chale,
shaam sehar din raat chale,
par lagta bin baat chale..

Jab jana iss dagar mujhe,
jab jana uss dagar tujhe,
raahe takraayengi fir nahi,
to fir kyu sang chale,
to fir kyu sang chale…

Ha main dekhunga mud mud ke,
kya tum mudogi kabhi,
Pal pal ladunga khud se he main,
kya tum ladogi kabhi,
yaado ko teri pehnoonga main,
aakho se lekar dil me kahi,
tujhse he baate karta rahoonga,
to kya hua tu nahi kahi…

kya tum bhi karogi yahi, nahi…

to fir kyu sang chale,
ha fir kyu sang chale,
raahe takraayengi fir nahi,
to fir kyu sang chale.